Have you ever suffered so much pain/ no matter how much you gain/ took steps back / like James harden travels in a game/ man our pain is not the same / blackberry vibes / your app stor to a windows 8 App Store to a iPhone 8 App Store is just not the same / when you have something and you feel comfortable/ we all thought we could turn to cliff huxtable/ Especially when he was talking Rudy / when someone you love / and you hug/ got on their nerves/ said many words / some of them hurt / even at birth/ changing diapers / working after hours and before hours / come home barely get a shower/ not enough time to devour a meal/ still/ you showed you love to me / I don’t even know how to enunciate these next lines/ waiting for your license at the dmv that line/ without feeling this studio will get wet from tears/ wishing you here/ I’m dodging rain drops within my fears/ I still see images of you laying in your bed I’m writing your obituary/ holding back tears/ you was so gangsta you said baby come back over here/ I’ll write it for you/ how I adore you/ so many things I had in store for you / I’m in my late 30’s you pose to be rolling with me/ uncontrolled emotions on roller coaster doing about 50/ I would pay 50 a million dollars if I knew that would bring you back to me/ but I know no human has that power/ only the one above I guess on his terms I’ll see you in bout an hour/ from my research / the worlds turning sour/ love ya mom/

In 86 I was born in Utica NY/ you was a single mom/ literally 2 years after your prom/ you ignored the naysayers and your moms / who told you to abort me/ you wasn’t even witness yet / you best believe the one above / noticed how you handled that/ you took great care of me/ as a mother should / raise me to be a man/ you promised you ‘ll never let a man hurt me / even when that man walked out / he don’t deserve the title / but when you met Freddie / got married you did it for my survival/ for the first time I felt like I was winner / like a singer from American idol/ so many bars you use to lay on me/ use to play with me/ use to whip my behind on scrabble and monopoly so much/. That just made the day for me/ we were spade partners / I knew when you had the deuce you knew I had the ace/ no body would bother/ out first rap song Roxanne Roxanne / I told her I wanted to be her man/ man it’s been 4 years to the day/ I still can’t watch my wedding seeing you talk/ I’m just now being able to look at your picture/ which is a glimmer of hope / when I see you soon/ first thing we do/ we gonna have jokes / I love you Sabrina Walker/ you taught me how to be a talker / now look at ya boy I’m shepherd of flocks/ business I own / hit rich Jones on the hip / now I’m investing stocks/ not many people can walk in my socks or walk in my shoes/ but I walk in yours you know the male version/ got a pair J’s waiting on you/ the plain version/ me reviewing your words are so encouraging/ I’ll see you soon you set/ I got keep working love you ma


When I see you we gonna dap up laugh it up / I got stories upon stories to tell you/ by this time Janelle’s pioneer/ trying to 𝔻𝕁 and and souls in my Nike airs/ cj hasn’t left the house yet/ but he’s a ministerial servant serving where the need is great on zoom/ yeah I gotta explain that/ there was a pandemic that affected the whole world / I know you never liked PCs and macs / that’s how we did our meetings / you would’ve have to get on board with that/ me and Amber still strong still serving pioneering together arm arm / dad is ok/ he hope that the scrolls will reverse a decision / and y’all can get married some day/ I started a radio station with some really cool people I want you to meet some day/ AP swade madam d Bajai/ Krystal d/ streets Mae/ Trina / slim/ miles morales/ faze/ Nonay she don’t really talked though / but on the real she the goat though/ x Calibur/ rich nice / genyus he new new to the platform though/ in chi city I go to a apple store I would like to meet him at bar/ that’s a bar / I’m gonna leave you with that though/ I love you Sabrina walker / when we see each in person I’m a spit this flow / I’m gone